I remember last summer after Molly died and before I went to Zambia, satan came after me with many fiery darts! I thought I was going crazy as I began to have panic attacks. It makes me a little jumpy now just thinking about it. At the time, I was afraid I was going crazy because for the first time in my life, I felt totally helpless and out of control. When I look back…I did LOSE IT! I lost MY IDENTITY. Well, this week, I am in Nicaragua and I am really out of control! When we went to Zambia, I still had an agenda. I wanted to complete Molly’s dream of going to Africa and building an orphan home. Now is Nicaragua, it’s just me and God! I know He is going to show up in a big way this week, because I came with no agenda at all! I guess I really am crazy! Crazy for the Lord!
TweetJohn 15:5 (NIV) “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
